Hi all! I am new to this site, as well as new to the BDSM scene. I am seeking answers to a most troublesome problem I have with my Master. First of all, I am a slave/wife, and we have been trying to learn and get into this lifestyle for only @ 4 months now.I have a dilemma, that is threatening our entire setup, and I'm hoping for a LOT of opinions and advice. Now, here is the problem:
My Master wants me to SHARE me! Well, wait a minute, that isn't the real problem, it's how he wants me to have sex with others that is. His fondest fantasy is for me to go out and either pick somebody up and have sex, or 'DO' a co-worker. Then, come home and tell him about it, as well as show proof of having performed.![]()
Well, I'll tell ya'll, this has proven too difficult for me for 2 reasons;
1. It's entirely too dangerous to pick up strangers, because of the possible physical harm from 'wackos', as well as the chance of catching a disease like HIV. I mean, does a condom really prevent contamination from HIV or Gonnorhea?
2. I intend to stay with my Company until retirement, and I do NOT wish to have to leave my job should it become too unbearable if I participate in 'back room antics'!
Sooo, all good Doms and subs out there, am I truly being a BAD slave? Am I making up reasons to not be obedient? Is it simply too early in our developement to start wandering "outside" with our play? Is there a way to better condition either one of us to make this work? Is there, truly, any way to find others with whom we can have reasonably safe sex?
Please help, as I truly believe this is the SOLE reason my Master has agreed to this lifestyle, to see this fantasy of his become a reality. Thanks.......