Coldness and darkness,
loneliness and helplessness.
Tiredness and sleepless,
fearless and unwantedness

Tears try to fill my eyes,
but the stream forever dries.

Screams try to desperately escape,
mouth closed with invisible tape.

Heart fills with pain and despair,
To tell anyone you don't dare.

Overwhelming feeling of unloved,
pushed away and shoved.

Self-worth, love and values lack,
pain, emptiness, stab you back.

It's to late, all over now for me,
i just wish before, i was smart enough to see.

hugs
snowflake