I stand at the mirror
Gazing upon myself
Wondering what went wrong?
How my heart became so open
Trusting and loving
To such a man
A man with the same life
But held two different hearts
And minds in his hands

Clinging to the other lost soul
Comforting and reassuring
Trying to crawl out of the darkness
The light stinging my body
Soul crushed and strangled

I trusted so much
For me it was something huge
Usually afraid to trust and speak
Giving little pieces here and there
My heart and mind ripped out
Trampled on, sobbing in shame

My fault
My shame
My pain
My sorrow

Help me
Help us

I can't breathe
I want to crawl
Curl up and die