I can't believe this is happening to me. It makes me mad, but it's happening.

I recently agreed to domme a younger male sub online. We are just going to play for a while. We 'spoke' last night via webcam, and agreed to play tonight.

Now the stupid part - suddenly, I feel guilty. Damn, I don't want to, but there it is. Hubby knows nothing of my other life, but I feel like I'm betraying him, which is silly when you know that Sylvie is part of my life. It just feels different; she was my best friend before we started playing together, and the fact that I know and love her gives me a different feeling about playing with her, especially since we do so much more together than just have sex. It's not like I met her for the specific purpose of d/s, it just evolved.

AAAHHH!!!!