i recently watched the movie The Secretary, very heavy on spanking..etc... well i never really thought of myself enjoying this life style but whe i watched the movie i was EXTREMLY aroused & couldn't stop watching it. ever since i cant seem to get it outr of my head..i feel weird talking to my husband about it...esp not knowing what to do.....in past relationships i had partners who enjoyed spanking but nothing major .....any suggestions for me ...or am i just being stupid.....


Adera