So Master and i have been together for a short amount of time. We are not living together (yet) but we do spend a lot of time together. At the onset of our relationship we both made a pretty important agreement: neither of us wanted me to get pregnant... yep, that's where this is going.
i totally missed my pill and didn't tell him, didn't think it mattered. Well i was supposed to start last Friday and didn't. He keeps asking about my period because we keep having sex and it hasn't shown. Then last night i used my safeword during a scene, because i finally took a test and found out i am pregnant and i was afraid of what we were doing. When he asked why i used it, i just started crying and asked him if we could talk later, he agreed and left. So now i know i have to tell him but i REALLY don't want to. i just keep having this thought of go get an abortion but i couldn't just lie to him, our relationship is based on trust..
So any domly advice about how you would want to be told (though i think he already knows or at least suspects)? And was i being too scared stopping a scene? He wasn't doing anything that would really damage a baby i don't think, but i don't know...