I have always been ashamed of who I am and terrified to be open about it. My whole family is very vanilla and boring. I fear rejection, abandonment or humiliation. I know they would not understand my love for my Master and nor would they support it. As much as I love my family, I cannot change who I am. I have found a truly unconditional love, because it is my Master who loves me right down to my biggest secret of all <3

I'm only 19 years old, but I have been submissive for what feels like my entire life. I remember it started when I was about 6 or 7 years old and I was playing "Cops and Robbers" with a group of my cousins. I was on the "Robbers" side and this is where it all started. I was the first to get caught because I was the youngest and had never played before. All the "Cops" had little fake plastic handcuffs to use when they caught the "Robbers". I got handcuffed and it was like a switch went off in my head. I can remember it clear as day, I was sitting in this little play jail cell, hands cuffed behind my back, all by myself. I just sat there breathing heavily with my heart pounding, twisting my wrists around in the cuffs. I was thrilled but had no clue what was going on. This was the first taste of my true form I ever had and it was quite awhile till I explored it again.

I currently am in a long-distance relationship with my Master (Diablo), and hope to move closer to him one day. I guess the whole purpose of this thread is I just need some positive reinforcement that I'm not crazy...

-Diablo's Pet