A Secret

Deep within
Something terrible
Is brewing inside
Something I cannot
Control even if I try

Medicines do not work
For I am pained enough
Laying under the radar
Naked under a sheet
As the rays shoot through
Terrible and cold
The humming depicts my doom

Another moment sitting
In a chair the liquid
Seeping through a drip
Laying there wondering
At the doctors attempts
Of healing and security

I miss my old Master
The one who knows
Loves me and once held me
Slowly returning to His Graces

Thinking upon the new One
Afraid to submit lest he find out
Of my misery and pain
Disappearing without a trace
And He being left wondering why?

I need help I cannot do this alone
Yet in a few short weeks
I am to find out my fate
Whether it is life or death
The stress is tormenting me
I am thankful I can still see
Joy in the eyes of my students
For they are all I have left
To remember the Goodness
In this world

Oh sweetheart... *hugs you gently*

no words. . . . gathers you into my arms and simply holds you.. cradeling you hoping some of my small strength will find its way to you

Feel the thoughts of others upon you, gather thier strength and pull it to you.
hugs.

This is one of those kind of moments you don't say anything but just be there should you be needed...I'm here for you and feel the pain.

Talia

soft hugs angel....soft hugs