I Miss You....
I know why
but still I wonder
Closed and distant with a deafening silence.
Spoiled and careless, you crept in
with subconscious permission
without fight.
Complexities of life weigh down
steering careless moments to the darkness
back to their place of birth.
It feels cold and lonely without them
the warmth of their life strangled and choked by the black.
My heart greives for them, as though they were dead.
Lifeless moments spin into hours of sad contemplation.
An intermission of glitter breaks the spell
The Angel arrives
restoring the careless smile.
But the black creeps around gathering it's grip
asphixiation it's goal.
Rousing the strength to resist, to fight
perhaps I should run, give up the crusade.
Save my soul for myself.
Would you notice, or even care?
Is it even fair to ask?
Will it ever be?
A life on hold, pinned to a dream.
There is still heat in those moments
despite their frayed edges and blurred images.
Subdued hope lingers too.
Romantic notions seem filled with danger
doubting the depth and sincerity of words.
Amongst all of this, of one thing I am certain......
I MISS YOU....
