Intertwined.......

Connected by love; bound by blood
A demon from hell sent down from above
In this morbid fairytale there is no happy end
Because with that first kiss i began to descend
The hatred for him is hard to ignore
Yet this is the feeling i've come to adore
Born from my hidden most darkest desire
A small spark inside that would soon become fire
i hate how he saw through the mask that i wore
Hate how one word from him could shake me to the core
"Surrender" the word i've so longed to hear
And with that word came the inevitable fear
The fear of letting myself be truly free
And having someone finally see who i desperately wish to be
Yet even though hatred seeped from every opened sore
i returned to my knees and continued to ask for more