Before.

Before.

Life was sweet before.
I knew the Light and Happiness.
I felt the sun when I was outside.
Life before was richer.

Now on the hottest of days
I can walk in the sun
I feel cold and dark
I see everything as if in shades of gray.

Gone is part of my heart
The beat is slowed and mellow.
Excitement a thing of the past
Gone but not forgotten

Memories cling like spider’s webs
Within the dark shadows of my mind.
Gently blowing in the emptiness
I have within

Now all things seem dark and cold
Alone and empty.
Life was sweet before.
I knew the light and happiness.

I am so with you there WS

thank you

Thank you much, thrall. It means a lot to get a responce from you on my silly rambling writings.

WS they are not silly ramblings.........they are your pain

hugs

thrall

Thankyou WS for such a deep peom...
i am truly sorry you feel so much pain..

hugs
snow

Thanks snowflake.
and I'm working through the pain as anyone else would.
Day by day as they like to say.

WS, this is very good, I can feel the sadness and loneliness here.