I don't think Gwen is one off at all. I love the idea of being used by a group of men and women - I'd prefer strangers though. I'm not brave enough to want my vanilla friends to 'know' me like that. I'm not sure where you live, but maybe there is a club you can visit? In San Francisco there is the Citadel (google it - you'll be glad you did) and if you went to a place like that you could invite people to play in your scene. That has the added benefit of you being able to monitor her experience - you can talk before hand about what Gwen does not want to have happen and you can enforce that for her, making it a safe and fun experience for everyone. Gwen, I loved the pictures. Popular culture tries to take away the power that comes from knowing we are sexy, no matter our age or size. Thanks for posting.