fallenangel42

random blogging as a way to use up my last few hours of freedom...sitting in my nice warm bed contemplating this cup of coffee, this cigarette, and how long it will be before i get another

as i'm spending christmas with family, but have time off work this week, i have agreed to 5 days of captivity before i go away

it will be the longest i have gone in the slave role, and fair to say i am a little apprehensive - i get a smart mouth on me at the best of times, and after ...

It's been a long while since i kept a journal or blog, preferring to keep emotions private and to myself, or to a trusted confidante. Now, though, there is so much change (an overused word in the current climate i know, but apt here) in my life that i need a sounding board - i don't necessarily expect all or any of my questions and musings to be answered here, i write in the hope that laying my thoughts down in text will enable me to see myself from an outsider's eyes, and better understand myself. ...