~ willow ~

Fuck it! The times those words have blurted from my lips…bursting from my psyche… Those times have occurred more often then I care to admit. I have existed so close to this edge for months…tense with frustrated anger one minute, only to dissolve into desperate hot tears of aching defeat. I never expected it to be easy, but I never dreamed it would be this hard.

Master is my rock. While I have bounced from one emotion to the next he’s never given up on me…on us. While he didn’t ...

I guess I should have been excited the way most of the other girls were, but I couldn’t get myself to react.

I felt very still and very empty, the way the eye of a tornado must feel, moving dully along in the middle of the surrounding hullabaloo.

The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath

​Tumultuous passion
Lustful desire
Dire craving
Slow it down
i just want to slow it down

Deep longing
Constant ache
Surrendering love
Hold me close
i just want you to hold me close

Souls entwine
Hearts collide
Kindred spirit
i am yours
i just want to be yours

Exhausted
Withdrawn
i keep trying
i lay at your feet
i live to lay at your feet

All that i am ...