Breathing…it’s all about breathing And waiting…waiting for his word and his truth The trust…the promise The spoken totem he has given me for my peace. I shall not falter, shall not waver from my direction Happiness is mine He gave it to me, and he will not take it back. I will simply wait, and just...keep... Breathing
I felt it for real....you felt it in your mind. I tasted him as he did me....you licked your lips pretending. I heard his words....you only read them. I see the marks.....you merely wished for them. I held him in my arms....you only hoped. I awoke to him.....you only dreamt of him. I have him......you never did. I am his desire.....you were a fill in. I am his need....you were a toy. I am his love....you were his amusement. We ...
With your lips not here I kiss rubies to remember. When I can't sip from you, I put my lip on the cup's lip. Instead of reaching into your sky, I kneel and take handfuls of earth. ~Rumi This heart is such a complicated thing… full of wants and desires…never fully satisfied, never filling up. I want my heart to be full! It’s true that that the hunger can be sweet…and the meat sweeter…but i am tired of this hunt, the wounds…the endless searching and ...
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Updated 05-07-2017 at 12:10 PM by foxy lady
When you are gone, all the nervous energy closes in on me…the soft insanity that gathers around the edges of my mind, seducing me…consuming me…then raging into my soul. All my fears whispered, hushed and insistent, into covered ears….then screamed out of open, silent lips! I reach into emptiness…dead air and darkness…searching… And then…in a moment…you are there! And i breathe! And i weep! You murmur your power into the buzzing greyness of my head, ...
How can it just keep getting better? Every time i think “this is it…this was the best” he pulls me down a little further…deeper into his arms, his heart, his passion. He is patient with my moods, tender with my needs… taking from me all he desires, but giving back so much more! He coaxes from me the hunger to give my all…beyond my ability…the desperate need to please him becoming perfect surrender. And he takes from me my breath again…...and again!
The darker side of me, who knew? Who could have possibly guessed what an evil bitch i am. There’s a fire inside of me…it burns hot, and fast…Go ahead…get close. I’ll burn you like i have all the rest...Then i’ll cry for you, and i’ll cry for me, but all the tears won’t put out that fire. And i’ll watch you, just as i have all the rest, walk away scorched and scarred.
“Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more.” ~Erica Jong I WON’T lose my happiness… i will fight for it, kicking and screaming. The time is fast approaching where i wont lay down anymore…won’t stay silent, in the shadows where i’m forced ...
One more brick to go, the mortar is loose, push hard.....I'm holding on...clinging tight...fingernails grasping the crumbling cement. Waves of past hurt ebb and flow, visions of smiles,words of re assurance., let me drop to my knees.....blur my vision of others unrequited love for you, .....................hold my hair, the gentle force of you ....weaken my defence, let me mould onto you..my lips, tight, surround your power. Hold me there, swallowing deep, feeling you warm me......finally reality, ...
For my Sir...every day you show me a deeper love, a richer understanding...you make me feel beautiful and special, and i want the world to know how important you are to me. This is my world… Bonds forged of words Fetters made of emotion Pleasures made from hurts That only the mind can see And in this world I found the quintessence of bliss Passions that smolder dark And a love that burns hotter Than fiery ...
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