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In the world we live in today we never know when or where tragedy will strike and we never think it will be in our own back yard. Their were four young men who served our country that died and several were wounded including a policeman. This happened in a way that is unfathomable, in their own home town. One was a Marine and Iraq vet who received a purple heart. It is ironic and tragic that instead of facing an enemy overseas, as is their duty, they end up facing one at HOME. A place where they ...

Alright people...I see an influx of opinions and ideas about this book, on several different sites both lifestyle and vanilla. How it's such affront to our lifestyle *rolling eyes*, why do you get so offended when people don't know any better and then on the opposite spectrum how can we condone the abuse in the movie from the vanillas...it's a BOOK. I am in the lifestyle, is the book real...well NO...DUH!!!! It's a book...a work of FICTION!!! This is why we read, to dip our toes into other lives ...

So why is it that people who look at the BDSM world think that all we do is have sex???? All those sanctimonious, unknowing and uneducated people out there just assume that since we tie people up and “beat them” we must all have sex with each other in one big orgy right??? We are all just perverted, unhealthy and a bunch of promiscuous freaks that get off on hurting each other, we don’t know anything about love and commitment. I can just join Fet or any one of those sites to become a member of a ...

It has been a while since I posted here, this is where I found myself and got my feet under me with the help of so many. I feel sad that I have drifted and so have they, but life is funny that way and we move on to become what we are meant to be. I have not forgotten anyone and pop in from time to time hoping to catch them here. I hope all my friends have had a wonderful New Year and a great holidays. May the coming of this New Year bring you all you desire and could wish for....la
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Since I finally decided to take the steps in fulfilling what has been inside me for so long, to be true to myself, I had to open the book of my soul and decide I was finally ready to take that step…to complete the novel. All of the people I have met made me realize that I am beautiful in my own right, even with my extra pounds and wrinkles..they have infused me with more confidence then I have ever had in my 50 yrs. It is a place where no judges you, whether your beautiful or not, slender or large, ...

"The life of man is short, filled with pain and suffering. Recognize this and live your lives accordingly. Be kind and just, for no one escapes death. Just as the rain can pour in a mighty torrent, strong and unbending, the clouds that produce it must eventually run dry, and the rain passes away. So is the life of man and woman. Though strong and robust for a time, it is fleeting. So may we all soak up the rays of sun and brightness, enjoying the warmth as it tingles along our souls . Never ...

He leans in close to kiss your mouth, gliding his lips across yours his teeth bite into your lip, holding on he pulls out, swiping his tongue across it. Letting go he trails a whisper of a kiss to your cheek, then your neck as he nuzzles the soft, unmarked skin of your throat. Each hot breath against your skin and the brush of his whiskered jaw against the skin of you shoulder arouses you. Gently biting your earlobe he whispers…”Would you like to know what I taste like?” Your heart beats frantically ...

When I finally grew brave enough to take a step into this other part of myself, I never intended on leaving behind that which was always a part of me. I feel we all need a bit of balance in our lives, I cannot live the lifestyle 24/7. I know maybe some do and while I was involved it touched many other places in my life. I chose to give up the control of these things of which I had grasped tight to me all my life and felt it made me stronger. I did not hang my head in shame or embarrassment for ...

So often in our lives we wonder about the "whys", things that happen beyond our control and life takes a turn down a road that we never expected it to travel. But wise men know a secret...that we as the ones who travel these roads often don't understand. All the turns and bumps in the roads we travel are an inevitable part of life. Without these we cannot grow into the people we are meant to be....each turn and bump will form us into who, as we part from life, were inevitably meant to ...

Today I have reached a place that I thought would be beyond me right now. It has not been easy, I make myself get up everyday instead of curling into a ball and giving up. In the past days, I have heard from people I only know in passing and some I know very well...dear friends of my heart. But I can say this about all of them...they uplifted my spirit and gently helped my heart to find some peace.

I feel a certain sadness that the world outside this lifestyle doesn't know the generous, ...